I miss ridiculousness. Why so serious?

If one is alone and smiling you're "crazy" instead of happy or at peace. Society doesn't allow to us smile.

Interconnectedness

Dancing [raqs sharqi (belly dance)] and traveling...
I really feel the life-force.

the high from resisting temptation...focus on that while in the moment...truly stimulating.

...To feeling as free and balanced as I can in this world. To seeing the desert, those desolate roads. To seeing the sunset over the ocean. To seeing a different kind of person that I can relate to more often rather than every once in a while. To new experiences. To no longer feeling like a stir crazy animal. To feeling open... Cheers to what's inside my head.

Observing, listening to the birds, one in particular.
Gave Max a haircut complete with bald spots.
Whipped up some pudding/mouse (avocado, banana, raw agave, raw carob)

contemplating destroying my imaginary friends or not.

I'm going madd...........so I took a long bath and let all my worries flow down the drain with the water.

and What do i do
I get drunk and
you fall asleep
it makes me angry
because i want attention
you tell me you're worried
I'm always distant
the mystery you adored
is now your enemy

It's really raining here... earlier I saw three silly humans get bags from a cashier in order to shield themselves from the water.

It's coming down hard now, I'm ready to enjoy it.

A totally slacked off day, listening to Everclear, drinking me mate'... thinking of an attempt at hittin' the hay early.