[birds in flight]

saw a huge V...
thought of grabbing my camera but couldn't take my eyes off of it.

pictures & yesterdays

or something imagined

perhaps it all fits... weeping willow...dim light of the moon...

focusing on focusing

Cheers

To being in touch with life and full of compassion,
To knowing what its like to care so passionately about things...

The problem begins, though, when you let this life wear you down to where it aches to care so much.

ever watched plastic melt?
...in fast forward?
this is life right now.

these months

To feel LIFE again volcanically through  my core.
What was I becoming?
someone foreign, someone not me at all...
In a boxed environment, every day blending the same...
Robotic and knowing just what to expect.
No surprises. little laughter. barely a hint of understanding.
Life IS EXPLORATION and that flows with my blood and without it I'm 20%.
...My feeling for the unknown is something I've yet to find justifiable words. 

I wanted to unite our separate, quite opposing worlds...
but in order to have a single moment of peace...at least one agreeance is needed.

I didn't intend to but perhaps by my lack of thrill and your apathy slash lack of passion, I transformed into a selfish roller coaster... and for those episodes I am truly sorry.

On this day my focus is from within... twisting, turning through the dimensions of my warped and momentarily true happiness. So much could be said of the situation at hand but I'm choosing to ignore those emotions for the moment.

when two worlds collide [i am exhausted]

Life is truly where you take it and where you focus your energies,
but some just need to get laid.

Isn't it interesting how "everyone" feels that they are alone and different and that no one understands them.

out of it

spinnin around in this desk chair wishing it would pick up
enough momentum and spiral upwards outta here.

dug beneath the dirt and mud and found light.

There is this situation that I am completely negatively amazed by.

Thinking of the mountains and watching the sunset. 

FULL MOON

It just does something to me.
No matter how cold, I stay out under.

Fix one thing and break another.