To feel LIFE again volcanically through my core.
What was I becoming?
someone foreign, someone not me at all...
In a boxed environment, every day blending the same...
Robotic and knowing just what to expect.
No surprises. little laughter. barely a hint of understanding.
Life IS EXPLORATION and that flows with my blood and without it I'm 20%.
...My feeling for the unknown is something I've yet to find justifiable words.
I wanted to unite our separate, quite opposing worlds...
but in order to have a single moment of peace...at least one agreeance is needed.
I didn't intend to but perhaps by my lack of thrill and your apathy slash lack of passion, I transformed into a selfish roller coaster... and for those episodes I am truly sorry.