I don't want to keep blowing you off,
I just keep wanting something good to say.
Don't like to complain because I know there are
people with "real" problems...but...
It's like I'm living in another time...
My body is here but nothing else is.
I know very well the feeling of being misplaced and it's been
growing and growing as I get older and there is no one.
...Contemplation, intense and constant.
I feel like a dread-rotted lock.
I'm in NC,
I just want to RUN.
I'd give anything to smile from within.
